Today my favorite hamster out of all my hammies just died. I was gonna go and pet it after i got home from school, but it died already. I sort of figured that something was gonna happen cuz in the morning it's heartbeat was unusually slow and when i tried to flip it over with the wheel ( just to see if it was okay, not abusing it or anything T__T) it didn't give much of a reaction, it just kept looking forward with blank eyes, like it was suffering... i guess it was a good thing, that it died i meant, because i really dont want to see my beloved suffer in any way.... and (sorry about going on and on, but i really feel like i need to get this out of my system) just yesterday my teacher was like, "Why didn't you turn in last week's lab paper?" and a good O' 22 or 23 points was knocked off my perfect A... life just suck and this week isn't all that great, i hope it'll just go by and let me concentrate on my schoolwork and art...BUT IT WONT!!! Ahh it's making me get pissed off by the minute...i guess i'll calm myself down with some heavy coloring of some pics...ehhhh wish me good luck, please...
and RIP my favorite hamster that helped my hamster mum bore two batches of lovable babies...
T___________________T RIP
i think I'm falling into depression...